Yesterday, fainted. I just did everything that causes me to faint, it was completely my fault. I slept for about fourteen hours so I hadn’t eaten in about eighteen hours, and took a long, boiling hot shower. In that same shower I lost my conciousness.
Thing is, I faint quite a lot, and it doesn’t cause me stress anymore. But this time was different. As I passed out I hit something, and bruised my throat.
When my mom heared the fall she entered the shower and helped me get up, I was crying and having trouble breathing and walking. I had some food and water, calmed down, told my friends I won’t be able to go out, and calmed everyone saying I’m alright and there’s nothing to worry about.
Falling asleep was pretty tough, with the whole sore throat thing. But what sucks most was not being able to sing. I love singing, I do it all the time. But now I can barely talk, let alone sing.
The doctor said that if I don’t notice an improvment by tommorow I should go to the Emergancy Room. I would hate to go to the E.R, but I’d hate not singing even more. It’s weird I miss it so much after only 24 hours of not singing, I guess I never truly noticed how much of my time is spent singing.